Thursday, July 06, 2006
I consider this opportunity to write a rarity nowadays. But it's alright, because I have that steadfast faith that all the trades that I am making so far are all worth it.
It has been a whirlwind so far. I'm overtaken by the amount of challenges the current academic year presents, and there are times that I felt crestfallen with myself and how I am adapting to these situations. But I know and firmly believe that the dominant feeling is fulfillment whenever I accomplish things of variant magnitudes - may it be the minute, or the immense. It just feels good.
I feel like a man on a mission. There are objectives that I really want to complete, as a way to redeem all the time I have wasted before, and also in a way, this powerful drive can be attributed to the simple fact that I am ambitious. I really want to accomplish myriads of things in this world. Life can't just be wasted, after all.
Maybe through these undertaking, I can learn about myself better. Maybe through these tasks, I can affirm my beliefs and shed away the bad habits and compulsion. Maybe through all these, I can change for the better. Maybe, perhaps. How I wish I can make all these possible.
It's still a blurry picture - this feel-good feeling. As of the moment, of course this is invigorating, in consideration to the time I am trading for the sake of the missions. It's a law - the greater the prize, the greater the price. It has always been like this. Equivalent trade.
It's time to rest my eyes for a bit. The grind is not yet over.
This is just a baby step toward that monumental Operation: WSDA. God be with me. God be with us.
Nevertheless, the ennui continues at 9:23 AM
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